my dreams was SHATTERED by uu

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ; 8:07 AMY

ii was NVR TRULY thr

heyhey...

ii am juz droppin by coz ii am BORED lyk hell...wakakakaka...

juz sumtings ii wrote a long tym ago...

done on 28/05/07..

its hardd to believe
in sum1
whn tat sum1
doesnt believe in uu...
coz myb tat sum1
knows uu dun believe in urself,
do ur best in believin in urself..
then wud uu find,
its easy for others 2 believe in uu...
gud luckk in findin ur own true self...
-iiFaHz-

done on 03/06/07...

ii dun dare to sae its beautiful
whn uu arnt thr to appreciate it wit mie...
if onli uu r here to celebrate it wit mie,
my deary god brother...
ii miss uu soo muchh evn whn uu r cumin bckk tml
ii cant wait fer tml..
hopin it wud cum earlier then expected...
but ii noe it wont!!
ii wanted to go down thr to pick uu up..
but at da verie last min all my fwens
r busy..
ii dun dare to go thr myself...
ii am SORRIE....='(
-iiFaHz-

done on 04/06/07...

went to mit uu tdae...
didnt expect uu to b soo cute n lovable...
but uu r..
ii miss uu soo muchh...
my junior n my fwen told mie tat was uu..
but ii sae it izznt but it turn out to b uu...!!!
cant believe tat ii reallie met uu tdae!!
ii juz wanted to hugg uu but ii didnt...
esp since my junior was bside mie n...
ur parents were arnd...
to tell uu da truth..
ii saw ur parents n tot myb ii wud b correct...
it turn out ii am correct..
evn though ii havnt met ur prnts b4..kewl huh?...
unexpected lor...

-iiFaHz-

done on 09/06/07...

ii saw uu smilin,

ii saw uu lookin,
ii saw uu wavin,
all to mie..
but my heart juz break into thousands of pieces...
coz ii deep down ii noe it mae b ur...
last smile..
last look..
last wave..
all fer mie...
ii dun want tat to happen
but it cud reallie happen
if uu hav found tat special sum1
in ur LIFE....
-iiFaHz-

done on 17/07/07...

sumtyms lovin sum1
doesnt make dem our precious...
it is tirin to love tat prson ferever...
esp whn he doesnt care abt ur feelings..
iim gettin tired soo tired of
lovin hym w/o his care..
ii hav made my choice
n dis is it...
ii dun tink ii hav da strength
to carry on lovin uu...
sumtyms uu juz gotta let tat prson
go sumdae..
soo ii promise myself 2 let hym go,
tdae will b da verie last dae...
ii wud b lovin uu...
gudbye ferever...we'll alwys b fwens
tat is if uu want to....=))
-iiFaHz-

done on 17/07/07...

all da tears tat hav fallen out
was all fer uu...
ii dunnoe y ii am lettin my tears
fall fer uu...
bcoz deep in myself,
evn ii noe its nt worth it...
it sux to b in love wit uu lyk ii do...
coz everytym uu're thr...
infrnt of mie...
it breaks my heart...
to c uu kip flirtin arnd wit other ghurls...
uu dun talk to mie
n ii dun talk to uu...
coz it takes tyms fer mie
to let uu go fully w/o
any regrets...
-iiFaHz-

done on 22/08/07...

my life is full of
happiness n misery..
whn uu msg mie tat dae to
go wit uu to da floatin platform..
ii was overjoyed but
worried at da same tym..
havin uu msg mie 1st was
shockin...
ii was wit my kor tat tym...
n suddenly in came ur msg...
askin mie to accmpanie uu...
ii was goin thr wit my babes...
n my kor...haishh...
life is a misery wit uu...
AROUND miee....
-iiFaHz-

well...tats all fer now...byebye....luv uu ppl fer readin dis stuffs ii wrotee.....havin heartpain gives uu da words tat is nicee n so called fit each other perfectly...hahaha....weirdweird...ii can onli write whn ii am sad or sumting lyk tat....well...peace out y'all!!...

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